Summer

It’s over. Or at least it is going to be. No cold weather, no exams and tests, no sadness, no home. It begins with heat, parties, shorts, summer dresses, fun, beaches, ocean, love, kisses and unforgettable memories. It’s summer! Go change yourself and the next year when work begins show them another you. Read books, read and change. I’ve known people who have changed through the summer. And they changed their personality. They read Coelho, Carnegie, Dostoevsky, Tolstoy. Let books change your mind, let them make you better and have an unforgettable summer with their characters.

Good Luck!

Have an awesome summer!

-PetiteDaughter

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Darlings…

Today, I walked home from my granny, who lives in the countryside. There were no public transports as it was Easter yesterday, and I had to walk on foot 1km. The first time I didn’t pay attention at all those creatures passing by, they were worthless, at least their importance didn’t affect me this time.

I started to realize that I’m so hurt inside that on my appearance started to show up the tears, I always wanted to fall when I’m alone, not in public. I don’t know how it happens for them not to have the force of stopping to fall when I’m in public. I realized there are two ways of solving my problems, and that I reject the second one:

1. Solving them (which I actually have to do) ,

2. Dying (which I reject).

I started to hate myself for all the problems that changed my life, though I knew it’s not my fault and that I haven’t done anything bad. But for the fact that I’m not strong enough to face them.

You should love yourself more than anything else in the world, of course don’t forget about your parents. As long as you are independent, I mean you have no family, except your parents, you should love yourself, and appreciate.

Take care darlings, love yourself, but don’t forget about the rest.

-PetietDaughter

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Be responsible for your actions…

I’ve seen people who complained on what they’ve lost. They had it, and didn’t appreciate that, they played and joked with it. How dare they, then complain on that they’ve lost that, and ask for it to come back. When you have something for 20 years and you play with it, so to the end it breaks.  

When people fight, though they know they’re gonna lose. Hope, when everybody tells them they are not gonna win. So their so called “HOPE” is treated in the worst way, but they still use it. Though they know they’re gonna lose, they still believe and hope. So here they come with their hope, and they see that somebody else is at the end, they realize they’ve lost. Two, three or ten years of fighting, and then losing, these people can complain. They have the right to. But rarely ever happens for them to cry over that, they just move on with their heads down.

People, you have to be responsible for your actions, because no one ever wil. 

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Spring drama…

Do you know how it feels when everything you wanted, in the end is not yours? When it was you who wanted to say “Good morning” and to make them smile. I know that feeling. I gave up, in the end, but somehow I was fighting and believing and hoping…and …no. Yes, I tried. Where’s the mistery? Because for everybody who fights and even if they lose, they recieve something. These are the rules of the show. But how about LIFE? When we lose, we realize we have nothing. But no, we learn a lesson. In each game we play, there’s something we learn. My spring started with the worst news ever. Yours had to start better, it can’t be worse or different. Everybody deserves happiness. Some of them do nothing, but have it, others have to fall, to walk and climb mountains to be happy for a little while.

But in the end we all die happy…and it can’t be different. 

-PetiteDaughter